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COME TO ICE BAR NYC (18+) TONIGHT IN NYC!   
01:44pm 15/09/2007
 
mood: Happy.
ICE BAR NYC (18+)


Host: Unwritten Entertainment

Start Time: Saturday, September 15, 2007 at 11:00pm
End Time: Sunday, September 16, 2007 at 4:00am
Location: Ice Bar
Street: 31 2nd Avenue
City/Town: New York, NY

Description: Come to Ice Bar tonight @ 11 PM. 10$ cover. College IDs work, but have another ID ready in case that says you're 18+.

All you have to do is say "Lili" at the door, and you can join our table. If you want me to walk you in or have any problems, call my cell.

Ice Bar and Lounge is an upscale, chic lounge located on 2nd Avenue.

Cross Street: Between 1st Street & 2nd Street
Directions: F at 2nd Ave
 
         4 Accomplished dreams -  Forgotten dreams...
 
Gravy Train's "Club Situation" music video is finally up! :D   
11:19pm 11/07/2007
 
mood: Dancing. :D!
You can check it out here: http://www.spin.com/video/2007/07/070711_gravytrain/

Yay-uhhhh!
Check it out, and see if you can find me.

Hint: I'm wearing a pink wifebeater, and I have a striped pink/magenta wristband too.

If you need help finding me you can look at the picture album on my FaceBook from the video shoot: http://slc.facebook.com/album.php?aid=8295&l=6f483&id=726817393

Anyways, I may or may not be writing in here till Tuesday night because Michael D. & I are driving down to L.A. in the Z3 (yeah, doesn't give us much space for luggage, boo!) tomorrow after the enrollment.
We're thinking we'll be getting to L.A. around 7 PM or so.

Going to eat dinner with my gay hubby hopefully. <3
If Michael's okay with us dropping our stuff off at the hotel, and driving to Whittier to eat dinner with Ryan.

I'm all packed up.
I need to find my digital camera, and put that in my purse or my suitcase.

Bringing teh laptop too. ;]

I just don't know if we'll have internet connection (for free) at the Radisson.
Not sure which Radisson we're at in L.A. either.

Nancy & Kevin made the reservations so we could get the group discount for everyone in WFG going to the convention from Friday to Sunday.

<3.
l i l i BEAR ;
 
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Want to be in a music video? Gravy Train's shooting for their song "Club Situation" today in SF!   
01:20pm 20/05/2007
 
mood: Excited.
HELP GRAVY TRAIN MAKE THEIR MTV-READY VIDEO FOR "CLUB SITUATION" TRULY LEGENDARY!!!

They're shooting it this Sunday (TODAY) in San Francisco. Get there at 5PM DRESSED CRAZY OR SLUTTY OR BOTH. DRESS LIKE YOU'RE IN A "DANCE CLUB SITUATION" and listen to the song on their MySpace page for inspiration (www.myspace.com/gravytrainband). I'm sorry but YOU MUST BE 18 AND OVER TO BE IN THE VIDEO!!!!!

Climate Theater
285 9th Street (at Folsom)
San Francisco, CA

There's a sky blue border around the door.

P.S. You will be GUARANTEED in the video if you dress cute and not bondage-y or ugly. Come on. You know their steez. If your outfit isn't cute enough they'll dress you in something else. PLEASE COME AND HELP MAKE HISTORY!!!!!!!!!!!
 
       Forgotten dreams...
 
I GOT ACCEPTED TO SARAH LAWRENCE COLLEGE & I'M PROBABLY GOING! :D   
08:26pm 26/03/2007
 
mood: Happy! :D
Oh yeah.
Today was a sexy day.
Today was an amazing day.
Today was an orgasmic day.

My mom picked me up & we went to go pick up my Jessica McClintock dress pants from the tailor & then went to the Won-Ton House to pick up some roasted duck [lol @ me typing "fuck" accidently] porridge.
Then we took some rice porridge to go & bought half a duck & went home.

I ran into the house to get my passport & the little form thing so we could rush to the post office before it closes to pick up my new shoes.

While running up the steps to the door & flipping the keys in my hands to swiftly slide them in the lock & open the door quickly I saw a huge packet with "Clark University" written on it with another one behind it. Couldn't see what it was, but I opened the door to the house & found more mail!

I got my letters for Wellesley, Lewis & Clark, Smith & some other college mail where I had already gotten accepted.

I ran upstairs to my room, grabbed my passport & ran back down the stairs, and picked up the mail inside & the packets outside.
My mom had brought up the groceries we'd done as well so I quickly deposited them in the kitchen & then ran down to the car with my passport & the many college letters.

We sat in the car while I opened the letters.

First I checked Smith since I already knew I got on the waist list.
Then I checked Lewis & Clark.
Also made it on the wait list.

Checked Wellesley after that.
I stared at the enveloppe, then nervously shuffled to open it.
I got rejected. :/

Then I opened Clark U where I was pretty sure I got accepted.
& what do you know... I GOT ACCEPTED, BITCHES!!!

Ahahahaha.

Then I saw the Sarah Lawrence enveloppe & knew I got in.
It plainly read "CONGRATULATIONS" in big red letters.

I was like "YESSS!!!!" & a smile popped onto my face.
I carefully opened it, and gleamed at my acceptance letter.

Tom even wrote me a sweet little note on it. :]
He was the guy who interviewed me where we just hit it off & he interviewed me for three hours instead of the typical 30 minutes you're restricted to.

We talked about The L Word 'cause it's our favorite TV show & he said I reminded him of Alice, haha.

He wrote:

Dear Lili -
I just wanted to add my
personal congratulations to this
letter. I do hope I see you at
Sarah Lawrence this fall (and
we can catch up on all this
season's latest intrigues!).
All the best -
Tom Marlitt


You have no idea how I love that man.

I am so stoked about going to Sarah Lawrence!
I haven't even received all my college acceptance letters but I already know where I'm going.

Sarah Lawrence College is one of the best colleges I applied to.
GAHHH!!!

I am amazing.
The world is amazing.
My life is amazing.

Why is everything going so well right now?
Why am I even questioning it?

I'm just enjoying it.
I feel so happy.

I was so sad last week.
But then things changed for the better & I feel like I have it all right now.

*GLEE*

:D

I'm doing a little dance here.
You can't see it, but I am.

I'm so happy I could kiss myself!
Ahahahaha. ♥

Anyways, I have to go study for my insurance test & stuff.
But life is really good right now.
Things with Heather are going great & my moms said they'd pay for my Sarah Lawrence tuition so I can go! :D
The tuition is 50,000$ a year apparently, but we got a good deal.
Apparently it's ranked as the 45th best college in the United States. :]

Smith is 15th according to my mom, but I think Sarah Lawrence is better for me.
But I'm still not completely sure so I might send Smith a letter saying I'm interested to see what they offer me in terms of financial aid & whether they'll offer me a space when someone rejects their acceptance.

<3.
l i l i BEAR ;
 
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Inspiration at it's finest.   
08:16pm 23/12/2006
 
mood: Happy, but tired.
[7:55:18 PM] TwilightGardenXO: I must be the only person who's ever written their personal essay for a prestigious college naked.
[7:56:06 PM] teh magster: LOL
[7:56:12 PM] teh magster: inspiration at its finest
[7:56:15 PM] TwilightGardenXO: Hahahaha.
[7:56:21 PM] teh magster: i suggest you put that detail in your essay
[7:56:25 PM] TwilightGardenXO: lmfao

<3.
l i l i BEAR ;
 
       Forgotten dreams...
 
I finally made it as #3 in the Top 100 on VoteForMySpace.com! :]   
03:50am 25/11/2006
 
mood: Okay. :]
Now.



Click picture to enlarge.

Earlier when I first started.



Click picture to enlarge.


Anyways, I'll talk about Thanksgiving after I wake up.
& not yesterday, but last Friday. :]

I'm going to bed now.
Night!

<3.
l i l i BEAR ;
 
       Forgotten dreams...
 
Look! I'm on TV!   
08:05pm 14/12/2005
 
mood: Happy. =)
http://www.youthoutlook.org/news/view_article.html?article_id=f0cb0b268f5aa7a861bd27b55b06a09e

<3.
-Lili Bear-
 
         2 Accomplished dreams -  Forgotten dreams...
 
Light to Unite.   
09:06pm 01/12/2005
 
Light to Unite.


<3.
-Lili Bear-
 
       Forgotten dreams...
 
Kekeke...   
03:30pm 27/09/2005
 
mood: Amused.
Join Me!

<3.
-Lili Bear-
 
         8 Accomplished dreams -  Forgotten dreams...
 
The marriage!   
09:18pm 14/09/2005
 
mood: Yay!!~ <3.
Marriage photos<3.Collapse )

<3.
-Lili Bear-
 
         12 Accomplished dreams -  Forgotten dreams...
 
20th of August: Bonfire for 14+ in the Bay Area.   
02:51pm 18/08/2005
 
mood: Happy enough, lol.
It's at Ocean Beach between Lawton and Fulton at 6 PM this Saturday.
Bring towel or blanket to sit on and warm clothes.
Do not underestimate the cold, lol.

It would be nice if you all brought some food because everyone is going to get hungry at some point. Bring alcohol if you want.
If someone could also bring a boom box to play music off, that'd also be cool.

Kthanx, and see you all on Saturday.
-Lili Bear-

P.S. This journal is + Friends only, comment to be added. +
 
         1 Accomplished dream -  Forgotten dreams...
 
I've never been so fucking harrassed.   
04:57am 03/04/2005
 
mood: Pissed off.
atmosfearical420 (4:53:30 AM): wabba ==
Naive Seclusion (4:53:58 AM): wabba?
Naive Seclusion (4:54:01 AM): o.0
atmosfearical420 (4:54:11 AM): fuck me
atmosfearical420 (4:54:19 AM): now
Naive Seclusion (4:54:24 AM): erm go to hell

CinnamanNate (4:54:00 AM): PIXIE AND NAIVE, WANNA HAVE A 3SOME?
Naive Seclusion (4:54:05 AM): ...
Naive Seclusion (4:54:07 AM): duck you
Naive Seclusion (4:54:09 AM): *fuck
CinnamanNate (4:54:10 AM): LOL
Naive Seclusion (4:54:10 AM): lol

CinnamanNate (4:55:13 AM): don't you wanna see how well Pixie takes a cock?
Naive Seclusion (4:55:30 AM): erm no, i personally would bring a knife and cut the dick off
Naive Seclusion (4:55:36 AM): and sell it on the black market
CinnamanNate (4:55:56 AM): You would actually get a good price for it...
Naive Seclusion (4:56:00 AM): doubt it
Naive Seclusion (4:56:04 AM): no one wants cock nowadays
CinnamanNate (4:56:10 AM): Why do you hate men, I'm curious...
Naive Seclusion (4:56:30 AM): i don't have to have a reason, i just don't like them.
CinnamanNate (4:56:39 AM): lol ok, but why not?
CinnamanNate (4:57:00 AM): And what does hatin a whole class of ppl get you, it's not like they're going anywhere
CinnamanNate (4:57:20 AM): I think your hatred and venom is actually kind of funny
Naive Seclusion (4:58:37 AM): i really don't care what you think.
CinnamanNate (4:58:52 AM): Oh, you don't have anything smart to say now, do you? What's wrong, you hate it also when a man who's intelligent and articulate can punch holes in your outlook?
CinnamanNate (4:59:48 AM): You're taking too long, come on...
Naive Seclusion (5:00:15 AM): you, are not smart. i hate men because they do nothing for me and I don't find any with enough intellegence aside from one who I do not like in a sexual way. i do not have to explain myself to some horny bastard on the interneet.
Naive Seclusion (5:00:17 AM): *internet
CinnamanNate (5:00:24 AM): lol
CinnamanNate (5:00:29 AM): You don't even know me...
Naive Seclusion (5:00:32 AM): if you were worthwhile, you wouldn't be so desperate online.
CinnamanNate (5:00:44 AM): And why are you here, if not to meet other horny lesbians?
Naive Seclusion (5:00:51 AM): and you don't know me, so see you.
Naive Seclusion (5:00:58 AM): i'm here to talk to girls
CinnamanNate (5:00:59 AM): Don't tell me you're online just to "chat"
Naive Seclusion (5:00:59 AM): not men
CinnamanNate (5:01:03 AM): lol yeah, ok
Naive Seclusion (5:01:05 AM): i am.
Naive Seclusion (5:01:08 AM): good bye.
“CinnamanNate” signed off at 5:01:11 AM.
 
         1 Accomplished dream -  Forgotten dreams...
 
~Promotion~   
09:17pm 24/02/2005
 
mood: Doo doo...
-Promotion for Le Elite-Collapse )
 
     
 
More fun times with Lili Bear.   
04:28am 24/02/2005
 
mood: Bitchy! *happy peace sign*


. x . Funny convos . x .Collapse )
 
         5 Accomplished dreams -  Forgotten dreams...
 
Little pleasures...   
04:48am 22/02/2005
 
mood: Bitchy.
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:33:34 AM): hey
shewillbeapples (4:34:11 AM): hey
shewillbeapples (4:34:12 AM): asl
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:34:20 AM): 16/f/cali
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:34:22 AM): you?
shewillbeapples (4:34:42 AM): have u got msn?
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:34:52 AM): yeah, but i don't really like it
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:34:52 AM): lol
shewillbeapples (4:35:26 AM): o ok, 17/f/aus
shewillbeapples (4:35:37 AM): u got pics?
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:35:41 AM): like all the way in australia? lol
shewillbeapples (4:35:45 AM): because get on msn if u wanna trade it dont work on here for me :-(
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:35:55 AM): lol oh i have them on a site
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:35:57 AM): 'cause i'm lazy
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:35:58 AM): lol
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:02 AM): and it slows my comp down
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:03 AM): lol
shewillbeapples (4:36:10 AM): lol thats it
shewillbeapples (4:36:17 AM): o ok
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:22 AM): lol XD
shewillbeapples (4:36:25 AM): whats the site?
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:29 AM): i'm very lazy towards everything
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:33 AM): lol hold on lemme get url
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:41 AM): http://photobucket.com/albums/v718/NaivexSeclusion/
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:51 AM): here i'll get on MSN so we can trade though
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:52 AM): loll
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:36:53 AM): *lol
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:03 AM): blar
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:07 AM): it doesn't work on this comp
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:08 AM): >.>
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:18 AM): i have yahoo
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:20 AM): lol
shewillbeapples (4:37:37 AM): i dont sorry
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:42 AM): lol it's ok
shewillbeapples (4:37:49 AM): try again it should work
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:37:59 AM): lol it's installed wrong or something
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:38:08 AM): i remember when i got the installation stuff it was odd
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:38:11 AM): new comp hehe
shewillbeapples (4:39:01 AM): lol ok
shewillbeapples (4:39:02 AM): have you got any nude photos?
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:39:32 AM): lol i have a girlfriend so they're for her only
shewillbeapples (4:40:08 AM): please
shewillbeapples (4:40:08 AM): i will show you mine :-)
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:40:16 AM): -shakes head-
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:40:18 AM): i have a gf
shewillbeapples (4:40:50 AM): it is only photos
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:40:54 AM): i know
shewillbeapples (4:41:01 AM): come on
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:41:06 AM): and she is just my girlfriend
shewillbeapples (4:41:31 AM): dont u want to no what i look like, i just want to see you with your cloths off, you look unreal
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:41:44 AM): lol what makes me look unreal?
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:42:36 AM): and it won't kill me to not know what you look like. it's not like my life's destiny and ultimate question/wonder to know what you look like lol.
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:42:46 AM): lots of people don't send pictures and i haven't died yet.
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:45:25 AM): no really, what makes me look unreal?
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:45:28 AM): I'm curious.
shewillbeapples (4:45:44 AM): donno, just something about you
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:46:23 AM): Ah, hehe. One of those mysterious and magickal people. ^^
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:46:35 AM): I'm actually from a fairy tale.
RegardeDsMesYeux (4:47:25 AM): So yes, you are right. I am unreal ^,^!
“shewillbeapples” signed off at 4:47:39 AM.

Block'd :d! Don't you love Aussies? I sure do<33. ^_~
Michelle knows all too well how I do.

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A day of mourning...   
10:49pm 02/02/2005
 
mood: Just making it by...
I never imagined I could ever walk our school halls with silence like that... so empty... so many people missing, hidden in whatever secluded place they could find with close friends... because one person was missing. One person is missing and he'll never come back.
I had to say that... but yeah, I need to go to bed. It's almost 11 PM and I haven't gotten much sleep all week. I need to be able to function tomorrow so... time for bed. But you know, there are almost always positive things that come out of sad things such as this... I'm doing alright with it. He wasn't a close friend just to inform everyone but all the same, I'm still sad he chose suicide.
Alright well, good night everyone. Let's hope tomorrow is an ok day.
-Lili S.G.-

Oh and yeah... I have had this song playing all night since last night... never once stopped it... I wonder if it's been playing since the time he committed suicide o.o;... I wonder if he was still alive when I decided to play this song... >.>;; and yes... v.v;;... I left it on while I was at school too... >.>;;
 
       Forgotten dreams...
 
-In memory of Jonathan Zablotny- .x. {1986-2005} .x.   
04:56pm 02/02/2005
 
mood: Crushed and shocked.
Last night, Jonathan Zablotny, a senior at my High school jumped off the Golden Gate bridge. At 11:30 AM today, we had an assembly in MPR5. Dr. RJ announced that he'd commited suicide last night. It was as if I were waiting for her to say it so I could cry.
I just thought I'd write an entry in memory of him... but I'm so tired, upset, pissed, stressed, overwhelmed and shocked... I'll take time to write my memories of him another time. I have to do my Theatre journal entries tonight... so... I should go now... I think I'll take a nap. I'm exhausted.
-Lili S.G.-
 
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Happy 6 months~   
03:10am 17/01/2005
 
mood: In love with Michelle<33.
[.x.]Memory: The day I asked her out[.x.]

SadnessDriftsOn (3:56:28 PM): mishy!!
SadnessDriftsOn (3:56:32 PM): :-(
SadnessDriftsOn (3:56:35 PM): * :'(
NocturnalxBeauty (3:56:36 PM): lili!!
NocturnalxBeauty (3:56:39 PM): why the sad face?
SadnessDriftsOn (3:56:41 PM): i missed you!!
lol
NocturnalxBeauty signed on at 3:57:16 PM.
SadnessDriftsOn (3:57:34 PM): bwahaha
SadnessDriftsOn (3:57:41 PM): now that i finally have aim once more
NocturnalxBeauty (3:57:47 PM): heheh
SadnessDriftsOn (3:57:48 PM): i can have a wonderful profile!!
SadnessDriftsOn (3:57:50 PM): yay!!
SadnessDriftsOn (3:57:53 PM): lalalalala
SadnessDriftsOn (3:58:01 PM): take that stupid iChat!
SadnessDriftsOn (3:58:02 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (3:58:20 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (3:58:28 PM): :: happy dance::
SadnessDriftsOn (3:58:34 PM): ^_^
SadnessDriftsOn (4:02:02 PM): so what's shakin'?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:02:19 PM): ^^;;
NocturnalxBeauty signed on at 4:02:46 PM.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:06:46 PM): did i sign off?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:06:47 PM): lol
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NocturnalxBeauty (4:07:58 PM): :-P
NocturnalxBeauty (4:08:01 PM): nice profile
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:06 PM): what?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:08 PM): i have one?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:09 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:31 PM): what is it?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:32 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:41 PM): it just says "Please wait..." for me lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:55 PM): *scratches head uncomprehensively*
SadnessDriftsOn (4:08:56 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:00 PM): oh.
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:02 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:09 PM): now its gone
SadnessDriftsOn (4:11:10 PM): ^_^
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:15 PM): oh wait.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:11:16 PM): i didn't do anything
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:17 PM): im fucking slow.
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:19 PM): hahahahahahahaha
SadnessDriftsOn (4:11:20 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:11:22 PM): what?
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:27 PM): I looked at the wrong boxes profile
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:28 PM): hahahaha
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:35 PM): :: hits self out of stupidity::
NocturnalxBeauty (4:11:42 PM): :-[
SadnessDriftsOn (4:12:13 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:12:29 PM): you mean you looked at someone elses?
NocturnalxBeauty (4:12:35 PM): Yes
NocturnalxBeauty (4:12:36 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:12:38 PM): *kisses mishy where she hit herself*
SadnessDriftsOn (4:12:39 PM): hahas
NocturnalxBeauty (4:12:40 PM): and thought it was yours.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:12:42 PM): it's ok hahas
NocturnalxBeauty (4:12:43 PM): Awww!
NocturnalxBeauty (4:12:46 PM): Okay.
NocturnalxBeauty (4:12:46 PM): :-)
SadnessDriftsOn (4:12:52 PM): ^_^
NocturnalxBeauty (4:13:22 PM): 8-)
SadnessDriftsOn (4:14:54 PM): *huggles* i love you mishy hahas
NocturnalxBeauty (4:15:14 PM): * hugs* I love you too!
NocturnalxBeauty (4:15:54 PM): * dances around*
NocturnalxBeauty (4:16:03 PM): * backflips*
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:12 PM): wow drake would pounce on me and kill me if he knew i said that to you lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:15 PM): x_x
NocturnalxBeauty (4:16:23 PM): lol. Yes. He most certainly would.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:24 PM): you're in a good mood
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:27 PM): lmao
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:42 PM): you don't seem to broken hearted about that hahas
NocturnalxBeauty (4:16:43 PM): He would probably feel even worse knowing I say it back lol.
NocturnalxBeauty (4:16:47 PM): lol!!!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:50 PM): lmao
SadnessDriftsOn (4:16:51 PM): oh yeah
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:01 PM): I don't know why I am in such a great mood.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:06 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:08 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:11 PM): i forgot i didn't sleep
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:16 PM): not yet?!?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:19 PM): nope
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:28 PM): and i'm surprised i'm not dozing off
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:36 PM): what with not sleeping well anyways
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:37 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:38 PM): Me too.
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:40 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:42 PM): i'm amazing
SadnessDriftsOn (4:17:42 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:46 PM): Yes you are!
NocturnalxBeauty (4:17:52 PM): You will feel it soon
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:10 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:15 PM): feel what?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:19 PM): you?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:20 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:18:21 PM): The not sleeping.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:23 PM): j/p
NocturnalxBeauty (4:18:24 PM): lol!!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:27 PM): ^_^
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:33 PM): i swear i'm innocent!!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:39 PM): my mind is extra clean
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:42 PM): purity
SadnessDriftsOn (4:18:43 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:19:55 PM): you know what, i think i'm happy 'cause i don't feel like i still like amy the way i used to
NocturnalxBeauty (4:19:56 PM): lol it's not in the gutter at all.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:19:56 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:01 PM): hell no
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:04 PM): my mind?
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:05 PM): Well thats good ,right?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:06 PM): never!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:08 PM): yeah
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:08 PM): hahah
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:13 PM): it is
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:21 PM): Then thats good.
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:23 PM): :-D
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:24 PM): ^_^
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:32 PM): wow
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:34 PM): i'm hyper
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:35 PM): wow?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:35 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:37 PM): its fun
NocturnalxBeauty (4:20:39 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:20:48 PM): *bounces around*
NocturnalxBeauty (4:23:26 PM): * bounces around too*
SadnessDriftsOn (4:24:29 PM): ^^;;
SadnessDriftsOn (4:25:28 PM): i'm retarded
SadnessDriftsOn (4:25:39 PM): i'm dling a bunch of games that suck for the plane lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:25:41 PM): when i go to france
SadnessDriftsOn (4:25:47 PM): since won't have internet connection
NocturnalxBeauty (4:25:58 PM): Ohh
SadnessDriftsOn (4:25:59 PM): i got one called "Food Wars"
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:03 PM): you buy and sell food
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:07 PM): that's all you do lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:32 PM): you sure know how to pick smart friends lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:26:35 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:26:38 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:41 PM): *pats mishy's head*
NocturnalxBeauty (4:26:46 PM): * meow *
NocturnalxBeauty (4:26:47 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:50 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:58 PM): i love my wittle kitty cat
SadnessDriftsOn (4:26:59 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:27:02 PM): Awweee
NocturnalxBeauty (4:27:04 PM): :: purrs ::
NocturnalxBeauty (4:27:05 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (4:28:03 PM): aww, the game isn't working
SadnessDriftsOn (4:28:04 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:28:09 PM): i'ma have to delete it
SadnessDriftsOn (4:28:11 PM): :'(
NocturnalxBeauty (4:28:12 PM): awww
NocturnalxBeauty (4:28:14 PM): :-(
SadnessDriftsOn (4:28:17 PM): and it woulda been such a funny game
SadnessDriftsOn (4:28:18 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:29:37 PM): ok now i'm dling a game where you control a ball
SadnessDriftsOn (4:29:43 PM): and try to destroy the frozen fruits
SadnessDriftsOn (4:29:44 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:29:54 PM): do you still love me? lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:30:51 PM): lol sounds like fun
NocturnalxBeauty (4:30:56 PM): of course!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:31:18 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:31:19 PM): yay
SadnessDriftsOn (4:31:27 PM): we can play the game together in 5 months
SadnessDriftsOn (4:31:28 PM): haha
NocturnalxBeauty (4:31:41 PM): :: happy dance::
SadnessDriftsOn (4:33:07 PM): *dances with mishy*
NocturnalxBeauty (4:33:20 PM): yay!!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:33:32 PM): hee hee... well these are all backup lame games
SadnessDriftsOn (4:33:34 PM): i have DDR
SadnessDriftsOn (4:33:40 PM): and much cool songs on it now
NocturnalxBeauty (4:33:52 PM): awww
NocturnalxBeauty (4:33:56 PM): cool!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:34:17 PM): ^_^
SadnessDriftsOn (4:34:19 PM): yupyup
SadnessDriftsOn (4:34:28 PM): i got "Tourniquet"- Evanescence even
NocturnalxBeauty (4:34:43 PM): 8-)!!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:36:53 PM): lalalala
SadnessDriftsOn (4:36:55 PM): 5 months
SadnessDriftsOn (4:37:07 PM): actually it's really 4 months and 3 weeks and some days
SadnessDriftsOn (4:37:08 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:37:32 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:37:36 PM): its getting sooo close
SadnessDriftsOn (4:37:41 PM): i know
SadnessDriftsOn (4:37:59 PM): but why does it feel so far if it's only four and some weeks and days?
NocturnalxBeauty (4:38:14 PM): I have no idea.
SadnessDriftsOn (4:38:19 PM): no wait... it's 5 lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:38:24 PM): i didn't count right
SadnessDriftsOn (4:38:39 PM): 'cause august, sept, october, november, december
NocturnalxBeauty (4:39:30 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:39:36 PM): :: happy dance ::
SadnessDriftsOn (4:39:46 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:39:47 PM): wow
SadnessDriftsOn (4:39:49 PM): freaky
SadnessDriftsOn (4:39:53 PM): someone called for my step mom
SadnessDriftsOn (4:39:58 PM): and i said she wasn't here
SadnessDriftsOn (4:40:09 PM): but damn, the woman sounded horny like she wanted her lmao
NocturnalxBeauty (4:41:13 PM): lmao!!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:41:29 PM): hehe, now if it were you, that'd be different
SadnessDriftsOn (4:41:41 PM): i'd be like worried about you wanting my step mom
SadnessDriftsOn (4:41:41 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:43:56 PM): lol!
NocturnalxBeauty (4:43:56 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (4:44:26 PM): damn the frozen fruits game doesn't work lo
SadnessDriftsOn (4:44:28 PM): *lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:44:30 PM): piece of shit
NocturnalxBeauty (4:45:01 PM): that sucks
NocturnalxBeauty (4:45:02 PM): :-(
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:10 PM): oh shit
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:11 PM): nvm
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:14 PM): it does work!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:16 PM): yay!
NocturnalxBeauty (4:46:17 PM): yay!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:35 PM): i'm so happy i could ask someone out randomly
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:36 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:43 PM): will you go out with me?
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:46 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:46:48 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (4:46:50 PM): hells yeah!
SadnessDriftsOn (4:46:53 PM): ^_^
NocturnalxBeauty (4:46:56 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (4:47:18 PM): =^_^=
NocturnalxBeauty (4:48:08 PM): >^.^<
SadnessDriftsOn (4:49:07 PM): hee hee that'd be funny if we had really meant it
NocturnalxBeauty (4:49:43 PM): hehehe:-P
SadnessDriftsOn (4:49:50 PM): ^^;;
SadnessDriftsOn (4:54:48 PM): what would you have done had i meant it?
NocturnalxBeauty (4:55:21 PM): Hmm....
NocturnalxBeauty (4:55:41 PM): lol I would be shocked
SadnessDriftsOn (4:57:06 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (4:57:48 PM): hehe, i wonder if amy was... >.>
SadnessDriftsOn (4:57:58 PM): *scratches head*
SadnessDriftsOn (4:58:22 PM): *snuggles with mishy*
NocturnalxBeauty (4:58:57 PM): *snuggles*
NocturnalxBeauty (4:59:00 PM): :-D
SadnessDriftsOn (4:59:26 PM): ^^
SadnessDriftsOn (5:02:54 PM): ooo... i just dled a cool game
NocturnalxBeauty (5:03:03 PM): what one?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:03:16 PM): King's Quest 1
SadnessDriftsOn (5:04:11 PM): oh that's a pity
SadnessDriftsOn (5:04:16 PM): i killed my dude
NocturnalxBeauty (5:04:22 PM): aww
SadnessDriftsOn (5:05:14 PM): he drowned and got eaten by a monster
SadnessDriftsOn (5:05:15 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:06:23 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:06:24 PM): oops
SadnessDriftsOn (5:12:46 PM): ^_^
SadnessDriftsOn (5:18:40 PM): darn
SadnessDriftsOn (5:18:49 PM): now the witch made me desert
NocturnalxBeauty (5:18:54 PM): Aw
SadnessDriftsOn (5:19:10 PM): i'm doomed to die lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:19:44 PM): *sniffles* would you make me your dessert if you were a witch?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:20:18 PM): Yes but there would be no secret ingrediants that could harm you!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:20:32 PM): yay!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:20:33 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:21:26 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (5:21:52 PM): ^_^;
SadnessDriftsOn (5:23:40 PM): what blutengel songs do you have?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:24:00 PM): All of them.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:24:06 PM): I downloaded a 4 or 5 cd collection
NocturnalxBeauty (5:24:07 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:24:15 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:24:21 PM): you have every single song?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:24:25 PM): o.o;
NocturnalxBeauty (5:24:26 PM): Probably
NocturnalxBeauty (5:24:33 PM): It's got..
SadnessDriftsOn (5:24:36 PM): you're amazing
SadnessDriftsOn (5:25:55 PM): :0p
NocturnalxBeauty (5:26:04 PM): seeleenshmerz box limited 1500 edition,child of glass,angel dust,black roses,bloody pleasuresvampire romance
NocturnalxBeauty (5:26:07 PM): :-)
NocturnalxBeauty (5:26:15 PM): comma between pleasures and vampire
SadnessDriftsOn (5:26:35 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:26:49 PM): :'( you have all of them
SadnessDriftsOn (5:26:50 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:27:05 PM): Aww. I could easily send you the folder if you wanted lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:27:09 PM): darn, and i thought i had had the best idea in the wod for you
NocturnalxBeauty (5:27:16 PM): Awww.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:27:18 PM): *world
NocturnalxBeauty (5:27:19 PM): What was it?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:27:40 PM): you know how we said we'd send each other bday presents?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:27:53 PM): mmhmm.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:27:58 PM): well, since i'd be going to france in august, i was gonna buy you the blutengel cds for you
SadnessDriftsOn (5:27:59 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:28:26 PM): Im still trying to find you something nice lol. It might just get stored untill christmas and I will get you a christmas gift too.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:28:28 PM): Aww!!!!
NocturnalxBeauty (5:28:29 PM): !!!!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:28:40 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:28:49 PM): Thats a genious idea.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:28:52 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:29:00 PM): you're idea or the one i had had
NocturnalxBeauty (5:29:12 PM): huh? lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:29:16 PM): Ohh.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:29:17 PM): Yours.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:29:41 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:29:41 PM): You know though..
NocturnalxBeauty (5:29:51 PM): Burned cds still arent as great as the original. :-P
NocturnalxBeauty (5:29:53 PM): What are you wanting?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:29:59 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:30:10 PM): ...yeah
SadnessDriftsOn (5:30:11 PM): darn
SadnessDriftsOn (5:30:20 PM): you figured out my backup plan
SadnessDriftsOn (5:30:21 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:30:25 PM): i hate you!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:30:26 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:06 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:06 PM): i'll tell you when i get there
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:08 PM): Don't hate me!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:09 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:10 PM): Okay.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:12 PM): of course i don't
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:13 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:14 PM): i love yhou
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:15 PM): *you
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:17 PM): How about
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:18 PM): :0P
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:22 PM): haha
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:23 PM): we forget this conversation even happened.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:29 PM): What conversation am I even talking about?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:30 PM): funny how drake signs on when i say that
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:30 PM): :-P
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:33 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:31:36 PM): I love you too Lili!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:31:39 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:00 PM): ...although, i guess i could ask for that as my christmas present...
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:03 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:11 PM): Ask for what?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:12 PM): huh?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:12 PM): i want you to get a webcam
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:13 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:15 PM): lol.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:16 PM): Ohh.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:33 PM): i'm gonna spring the question on you if you'll give it to me when i get there
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:37 PM): Im getting one very soon. My mom got me one. lol she told me and I am not allowed to have it untill then.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:38 PM): ...wow
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:44 PM): i didn't form that sentence right
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:47 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:32:53 PM): That confused me so bad
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:55 PM): god damn it
SadnessDriftsOn (5:32:56 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:13 PM): i'm gonna ask you for the present when i get there and we're together
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:19 PM): it'll be funny
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:20 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:24 PM): i think you'll laugh
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:25 PM): Ohhh.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:27 PM): Okay.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:30 PM): I wanna know
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:30 PM): haha
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:32 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:32 PM): Dammit.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:39 PM): i wanna know if you'll give it to me
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:40 PM): I need to have a talk..
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:41 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:45 PM): With the months.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:45 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:33:49 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:55 PM): December should be like after august or september.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:33:58 PM): Well
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:00 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:34:02 PM): what is it and you will know?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:34:02 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:16 PM): i can't ask you now
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:21 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:27 PM): i'm not sure if you'd give it to me
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:33 PM): still not even then
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:34 PM): but..
NocturnalxBeauty (5:34:35 PM): The only way to find out is to ask.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:36 PM): *but...
NocturnalxBeauty (5:34:37 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:38 PM): i can hope
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:48 PM): i'll ask you on the phone
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:51 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:54 PM): aha!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:36:06 PM): that makes it so you have to talk to me on the phone at some point!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:36:21 PM): *wonders if you got all that i sent* lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:36:42 PM): lol.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:36:44 PM): SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:48 PM): i'll ask you on the phone
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:51 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:34:54 PM): aha!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:36:06 PM): that makes it so you have to talk to me on the phone at some point!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:36:21 PM): *wonders if you got all that i sent* lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:36:46 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:36:51 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:36:58 PM): When can you call me?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:37:06 PM): when you have your cell lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:37:52 PM): lol my mom gave it back to me about an hour ago.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:37:58 PM): I was going to tell you lol and then I forgot.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:01 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:05 PM): oh doh!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:06 PM): >.<
NocturnalxBeauty (5:38:16 PM): lol.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:18 PM): i'll call you in an hour in a half
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:23 PM): i hope my cell works
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:27 PM): it's been retarded lately
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:36 PM): or well today
SadnessDriftsOn (5:38:50 PM): i can't get thru to anyone
NocturnalxBeauty (5:39:03 PM): Okay!!!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:39:03 PM): for some reason
NocturnalxBeauty (5:39:05 PM): :-D
SadnessDriftsOn (5:39:16 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:39:29 PM): ...it's gonna be even harder asking on the phone
SadnessDriftsOn (5:39:33 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:39:51 PM): ...why are we shy on the phone but not online?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:39:55 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:40:20 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:40:23 PM): I have no idea!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:40:28 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:40:28 PM): Then just go ahead and ask me on here?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:40:29 PM): lmao.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:40:31 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:40:45 PM): u already have
SadnessDriftsOn (5:40:47 PM): twice
SadnessDriftsOn (5:40:58 PM): *i
NocturnalxBeauty (5:41:00 PM): I already have?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:41:01 PM): Oh.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:41:01 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:41:09 PM): Ohhhhh.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:41:11 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:41:12 PM): :: thinks ::
SadnessDriftsOn (5:41:32 PM): not now of course
SadnessDriftsOn (5:41:35 PM): i mean
SadnessDriftsOn (5:41:38 PM): like in december
SadnessDriftsOn (5:41:46 PM): since neither of us do the online thing
NocturnalxBeauty (5:41:58 PM): Ohhhhhhhh.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:03 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:09 PM): Now that you say that I know what you are talking about lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:13 PM): wad did you think i was asking?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:16 PM): lmao
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:19 PM): I dont know I was trying to think
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:21 PM): i figured as much
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:22 PM): hahahah.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:28 PM): lol you scared
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:29 PM): me
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:32 PM): :-P
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:36 PM): That would be cool as hell.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:42 PM): 'cause i thought you kne
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:42 PM): I will like so say yes :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (5:42:44 PM): *knew
NocturnalxBeauty (5:42:46 PM): nope lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:43:00 PM): and you were like " ::thinks:: "
SadnessDriftsOn (5:43:01 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:43:07 PM): yay!
NocturnalxBeauty (5:43:13 PM): wooo!
NocturnalxBeauty (5:43:23 PM): hehehe
SadnessDriftsOn (5:43:29 PM): lmao
SadnessDriftsOn (5:43:41 PM): do i still have to call you now?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:43:51 PM): You say it like you "have to"
NocturnalxBeauty (5:43:52 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:43:56 PM): If you want to you can
NocturnalxBeauty (5:43:58 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (5:43:59 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:44:03 PM): And if you can
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:05 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:08 PM): i can i think
NocturnalxBeauty (5:44:09 PM): becuase I remember you saying something about minutes.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:16 PM): oh i know
NocturnalxBeauty (5:44:17 PM): But if you can,go for it!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:24 PM): that's why i said in an hr in a half
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:30 PM): 'cause it'll be 7 PM
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:41 PM): you know we never say anything
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:57 PM): and now i'm really embarrassed 'cause i just asked you
SadnessDriftsOn (5:44:58 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:45:37 PM): see i want to
SadnessDriftsOn (5:45:52 PM): but i realize, i'll be too embarrassed to say anything
NocturnalxBeauty (5:45:58 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:45:58 PM): awww.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:46:03 PM): you'd be lucky if i said 'hey'
SadnessDriftsOn (5:46:03 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:46:25 PM): lol Aww!! Don't be embaressseedd!
SadnessDriftsOn (5:46:47 PM): :-D
NocturnalxBeauty (5:47:19 PM): :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (5:47:30 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:47:40 PM): >.<
SadnessDriftsOn (5:47:45 PM): ** :-D
SadnessDriftsOn (5:47:54 PM): looks better that size
NocturnalxBeauty (5:48:31 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:48:40 PM): did you think i liked you?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:48:41 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:48:47 PM): since the way i was acting
SadnessDriftsOn (5:48:48 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:48:55 PM): and the msgs we left
SadnessDriftsOn (5:48:57 PM): haha
NocturnalxBeauty (5:49:41 PM): lol Well when hunter was like Lili wants you and you were like no I dont!
NocturnalxBeauty (5:49:43 PM): I was kind of like
NocturnalxBeauty (5:49:47 PM): well she doesnt like me
NocturnalxBeauty (5:49:47 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:49:51 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:49:58 PM): This is all so shocking.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:50:00 PM): Seriously.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:02 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:06 PM): is it really?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:18 PM): you never thought i actually liked you?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:19 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:33 PM): after me asking you out 'jokingly'
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:35 PM): twice
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:36 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty signed on at 5:51:40 PM.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:51:44 PM): gah
SadnessDriftsOn (5:51:49 PM): darn wireless internet
SadnessDriftsOn (5:51:50 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:52:05 PM): what was the last thing i said
SadnessDriftsOn (5:52:08 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:54:13 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:54:19 PM): SadnessDriftsOn (8:56:19 PM): is it really?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:54:24 PM): what?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:54:27 PM): damn
SadnessDriftsOn (5:54:28 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:54:41 PM): SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:06 PM): is it really?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:18 PM): you never thought i actually liked you?
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:19 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:33 PM): after me asking you out 'jokingly'
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:35 PM): twice
SadnessDriftsOn (5:50:36 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:01 PM): and remember when you said you didn't think it was possible to like someone online
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:09 PM): and i was like "well... :-\"
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:10 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:13 PM): "sometimes..."
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:14 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:55:34 PM): Ohmygosh.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:55:36 PM): I had no idea!
NocturnalxBeauty (5:55:37 PM): lol.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:55:47 PM): I feel like an idiot right now.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:51 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:55:55 PM): i thought you guessed
NocturnalxBeauty (5:56:00 PM): Nope.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:03 PM): 'cause i felt like i was really obvious
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:05 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:22 PM): when i said 'no' to hunter, thing was i told him i liked you
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:29 PM): and that's why he said it
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:29 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:56:32 PM): Oh.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:41 PM): and i didn't want him to spoil it when i told you
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:42 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:56:49 PM): 'cause i thought it'd be funny
NocturnalxBeauty (5:57:02 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:57:06 PM): and it is lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:57:07 PM): I'm so oblivious.
NocturnalxBeauty (5:57:10 PM): How long have you liked me?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:57:11 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:57:13 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:57:21 PM): well before drake told me he liked you
SadnessDriftsOn (5:57:24 PM): so when he said it
SadnessDriftsOn (5:57:28 PM): i was like "Shit!"
SadnessDriftsOn (5:57:58 PM): but i tried to hook you two up because i felt like drake deserved it more plus he knew you longer
SadnessDriftsOn (5:58:16 PM): and i thought you liked drakiekins
SadnessDriftsOn (5:58:17 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (5:58:21 PM): You did?
NocturnalxBeauty (5:58:21 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:58:25 PM): well yeah
SadnessDriftsOn (5:58:33 PM): you knew him longer than me
SadnessDriftsOn (5:58:42 PM): so i thought he had a better chance
SadnessDriftsOn (5:58:50 PM): and you talked more
NocturnalxBeauty (5:59:06 PM): Oh.
SadnessDriftsOn (5:59:08 PM): i suppose you still do lol
SadnessDriftsOn (5:59:18 PM): so i was like "Ohhh...!! >.<"
SadnessDriftsOn (6:00:15 PM): then you told me you weren't really that into guys and i was like "Ohhhh!!! ^^;;"
SadnessDriftsOn (6:00:16 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:00:37 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:00:39 PM): wow.
SadnessDriftsOn (6:00:58 PM): it was only a little before drake told me though
SadnessDriftsOn (6:01:00 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:01:12 PM): 'cause we never really talked before that
SadnessDriftsOn (6:01:54 PM): and remember i asked you what your fave flowers were?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:01:55 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:02:08 PM): Yes lol that was just the other night :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (6:02:12 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:02:15 PM): Wow.
NocturnalxBeauty (6:02:21 PM): I've liked you for a while as well.
NocturnalxBeauty (6:02:26 PM): Has it been obvious at all?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:02:30 PM): O.O!!
SadnessDriftsOn (6:02:53 PM): lol well i was like "Hmm... she says I'm hot... but maybe she's just being nice..."
SadnessDriftsOn (6:02:55 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:03:25 PM): and then i was like "We have the jibby thing but that could just be a joke really that's friendly more than anything."
SadnessDriftsOn (6:03:26 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:03:33 PM): i kinda half meant it
SadnessDriftsOn (6:03:35 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:03:52 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:03:54 PM): :-P
NocturnalxBeauty (6:04:04 PM): This is like I dont know I have the biggest smile on my face
NocturnalxBeauty (6:04:05 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:04:07 PM): lmao
SadnessDriftsOn (6:04:09 PM): so do i
SadnessDriftsOn (6:04:25 PM): worst part is i somewhat see a reflection in the screen
SadnessDriftsOn (6:04:39 PM): i look like shit sadly today hahas
SadnessDriftsOn (6:05:32 PM): i was like "Well, I'm not goin' out, no one will see me and today isn't special."
NocturnalxBeauty (6:05:39 PM): Awwww.
SadnessDriftsOn (6:05:45 PM): oh oh and also this morning when i said i was waiting for you
SadnessDriftsOn (6:05:55 PM): i really was waiting for you to get back online lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:05 PM): and that day you didn't come on at all
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:06 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:17 PM): i wasn't happy but it made me even moodier lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:26 PM): i think that's why i was mean to amy lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:58 PM): i dunno, i just thought you'd guessed
NocturnalxBeauty signed on at 6:07:15 PM.
NocturnalxBeauty (6:07:24 PM): Aww!!!
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:30 PM): darn i gotta resend all that lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:37 PM): stupid wireless!!
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:38 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:56 PM): SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:05 PM): and that day you didn't come on at all
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:06 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:17 PM): i wasn't happy but it made me even moodier lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:26 PM): i think that's why i was mean to amy lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:58 PM): i dunno, i just thought you'd guessed
NocturnalxBeauty (6:09:15 PM): Grrr
SadnessDriftsOn (6:09:33 PM): grrr?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:09:35 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:10:29 PM): ur mad?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:10:32 PM): hahaha
SadnessDriftsOn (6:10:36 PM): XD
NocturnalxBeauty (6:11:25 PM): Send :-P
SadnessDriftsOn wants to directly connect (6:11:54 PM).
NocturnalxBeauty signed on at 6:12:16 PM.
SadnessDriftsOn (6:12:42 PM): doh!
SadnessDriftsOn wants to directly connect (6:13:06 PM).
NocturnalxBeauty is now directly connected (6:13:07 PM).
NocturnalxBeauty (6:13:13 PM): lol more to resend?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:13:17 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:13:38 PM): NocturnalxBeauty (6:07:24 PM): Aww!!!
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:30 PM): darn i gotta resend all that lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:37 PM): stupid wireless!!
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:38 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:07:56 PM): SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:05 PM): and that day you didn't come on at all
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:06 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:17 PM): i wasn't happy but it made me even moodier lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:26 PM): i think that's why i was mean to amy lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:06:58 PM): i dunno, i just thought you'd guessed
NocturnalxBeauty (6:09:15 PM): Grrr
SadnessDriftsOn (6:09:33 PM): grrr?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:09:35 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:10:29 PM): ur mad?
SadnessDriftsOn (6:10:32 PM): hahaha
SadnessDriftsOn (6:10:36 PM): XD
NocturnalxBeauty (6:11:25 PM): Send :-P
SadnessDriftsOn (6:16:39 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:17:02 PM): lol
NocturnalxBeauty (6:17:08 PM): I was grring your wireless
SadnessDriftsOn (6:17:12 PM): lol
SadnessDriftsOn (6:17:57 PM): maybe i should go onto my mac
SadnessDriftsOn (6:18:02 PM): so it'll stop disconnecting
 
       Forgotten dreams...
 
Pictures for everyone!!   
02:41am 09/01/2005
 
mood: Pretty good.
I know I said I'd go to bed but I decided not to... lol... I wanted to go use my cam to take some pics... >.>;;
Anyways, yeah, just a reminder, journal is friends only but I made an exception tonight lol.
Here's the shirt I got for Christmas from Patrick and Irène:


Me with the scarf I bought for prom last year but didn't end up wearing:


The purikura Liz and I took on Friday at JPTown:


Another picture:


And here's the last one:


Doo doo... so yeah, going to get changed and go to bed now. For sure!
<33.
-Lili Bear-
 
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Merry Halloween!!   
08:55pm 31/10/2004
 
mood: Cold and tired.


Merry Halloween to everyone! Welp, I stopped by Japantown to meet up with Vicki, Jimmy, Jared and Josh and waited outside of Kinokuniya Bookstore for 30 mins and decided to leave 'cause I think JPtown was closing. Meh, just went back home... the transportation tonight is fuckin' slow as shit. So yeah... I'm home... took a few pics on teh webcam and sent to Drakie. Iana's taking some pics right now. w00t! I'll probably go to bed soon. I'm really tired for some reason. I slept all day practically. It's weird but whatever. I need to work tomorrow and call Liana and see what time to meet up.
So yup, just eating some cheese and then mochi and chillin'. I got Volume VI of Hot Gimmick and Volume V of Mars. I was going to get Angel Sanctuary's III and IV but I couldn't find the III so I just bought Mars and Hot Gimmick. Meh... yup... so yeah... I'm gonna go now.
Have fun tonight everyone!
By the way, my entries are going to be Friends only now 'cause I just don't want everyone reading this. If you wanna read just tell me your LJ name and I'll add you but I just like to know who reads this and who doesn't. It's more so I know what I can't say and what I can ya know? Don't want any drama... >.>;; Hai! With that said.
Love you all~
-Lili Bear-
 
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